My Desperate Attempt to Have a Decent Travel for 2011

I am at a loss. 

This year,  I have just cancelled a significant, Manila - Singapore - Bangkok- Singapore - Manila trip, last May 8-12, 2011. It costed me a staggering 12, 000.00 and for what? Nothing!!!

Now, I booked myself, a Manila - Tgabilaran- Manila on Spetember 1-6, 2011. It's actually costing me 801.00 php. But, this is in line with my plan to join Travel Factor's Conquer + UBBE Bohol...

I know, the picture says Sept 2010... but actually, it's just the same for this year! :) 

Geez.. I hope Im not fooling myself with this! I will need a four day vacation leave for this tour... four days!! Will this be proper, knowing that I still have a 6-day vacation leave for my trip in October 27- November 4, 2011 Manila- KL- Singapore - Macau_ Hongkong - Manila with the Boys??... I really hope I am not fooling myself!!! Expecting to join, but just cancelling at the very last minute...

I am about to cancel a Clark - Hongkong - Clark Trip on July 16-19, 2011 due to conflict in Training and masteral classes... what am i doing with money??? I am damn wasting it!

this is what happens when we keep on availing and availing promo airfare tickets!!! you just lose it!!!

i am keeping my fingers crossed... I NEED A DECENT TRAVEL kahit wala si Fred!! I need to do this on my own! :)