i never intend to be this melancholic. i guess.. its just that.. he's truly leaving me. he plans to go to Singapore this year, and i can never do anything about it. not that i will want to do anything about it.. but its just so sad.. ngayon pa lang i promise myself to not really continue this fairy tale any more...
how can i try to hide the fear... ayokong umasa... pero i want him to give me a reason to wait for him..
its just so sad..
