LV bags are'nt cheap!! And success is'nt either!!!

I found Louis Vuitton's e-shopping site.. http://www.louisvuitton.com/ and i am so depressed right now. Imagining the dream bag that i want.. costs 28000 pesos! This is so outrageous! There's no way that my situation would let me buy such desirable thing! Unlike siguro kina Shaina or KC, theyre profession requires them to buy stuff and wear stuff that isnt cheap, other wise, the public would brand them as cheap too! Not cool for their reputation!! hahahha!

LOUIS VUITTON MONOGRAM MIRAGE LINE (Griet Exotic)

LOUIS VUITTON MONOGRAM CANVAS SHOULDER BAG M40026

anyways, nakakaluha talaga! the monogram bags arent cheap! and these are globally known!! urgh!!!

well nothing's really much here at work. toxic.. kasi puro issue. but you know what, its not that bad. you got to earn real friends.. and youve got to really prove yourself.. it's not easy but.. i tell you its worth it. everyday is an oppurtunity to improve and be great!! its all in the mind, i guess. if you will see everything as a curse, you'll never get the chance to smell the flowers along the way..

its a very beautiful world.. i hope everyone is as positive as i am. :)

Someone in SSC is not doing their jobs!!!

Being here in SSC Manila really gave me the oppurtunity to work with people from different backgrounds. And guess what, i dont like Malaysians. They are a proud race; and very bossy. At least those people that in the same company as iam are. they are not friendly; and they are not patient, more so!!!

"My Religion is Kindness" -- Dalai Lama

I am a very patient girl.. but i tell you, dont push me cause i bite!! hahhaha! anyways, i dont have much for me to post so, i better go back to work. Love yah!

Deviousness… Venality… Munificence... and a good ‘ol fashioned Romance: Our 1st Tagaytay Group Date

I never thought that I could enjoy our trip yesterday. I must admit that, somehow I saw some inevitable imperfections; however, generally, the trip was awesome! Well, you have to devise ways on how to make something enjoyable no matter how uncomfortable you seem to be. :)..

Okay! Enough of mushy stuff!! I have got here the short list of our itinerary yesterday. I had so much fun that I inputted a few notes and addresses so that if you (crazy reader of this blog :)) would need it... Then you can see it. :)

We left Manila at 10:30 AM the least. I was sooo worried about him since we traveled with two of their company’s highest ranking officers here in Asia. We went with their Country President, to whom they were fond of calling “PhiTap”, and their Regional Marketing Manager, Vivian. We came to the meeting place, an hour or so late!! I wasn’t able to gather their complete names but... I’ll do my best though, in order to preserve the memory of this trip. Anyway, I‘ll have a separate entry for the “feelings and cheverlooo” on that day. I swear I was so happy, but not until I truly saw and realize the something that I have been always dreading about. But as I have said to numerous people already, we should not waste a very fine moment. Learn to enjoy every step of the way!!

Take a look on the notes I put below:

Bag of Beans – Pity because we have stayed here for just a short while. The place is neat; and very nature friendly. They have bird on cages; and like most of the places in Tagaytay, they have numerous flowers. What I like most here, is that I have displays of very old things like, clock, old TV and teapots ranging from 1880’s to 1920’s, the least (wicked!!). I have a feeling that it looks so dramatic at night.

The Boutique, Bed and Breakfast – owned by Melon Santiago, Allana Montelibano and Happy Ongpauco (Heart Evangelista’s Sister), this very idealistic restaurant, located at #45 Aguinaldo Highway, Silang Crossing East Tagaytay City, offers very healthy cuisine topped with the luscious view of the Taal Scenery. They also have one of the finest accommodations, whose names are “I desire”, “I lust”, “I dream”, instead of the usual “Suite 1” and so forth. I highly recommend this for couples... (I’m gonna also try this myself!! A big woof woof!!) mailto:theboutique.bnb@gmail.com

(image from Click the City)

Caleruega – Church tripping have never been one of the things that I fancy when I go on tours, but not until I went to the St. Anthony de Padua at Upper South of Catbalogan, Samar. Yesterday, I had the privilege to go into one of the most romantic church there is. This church, is very Hispanic, and exhibits elegance in the same manner that it mirrors the ages that it had been through. Located at Bgy. Kaylaway, Nasugbo Batangas, check this artistic scenery! http://www.caleruega-philippines.ph

image from batangaswedding.com

image from: aldousandlhen.weddingannouncer.com

Paradizoo – Place for fielded animals… where you can find lots of sorts. Peggy, PBB’s favorite pig is also here. I enjoyed the sight of these animals. Pity I missed milking a goat!! Love the sights of butterflies though. FYI: adult butterflies have a life span of 7 days!(Seven days!!? Seven days to be beautiful? That’s crazy!!)

image from: ourparadisephilippines.com

image from: pinoytravelblog.com

Sonya’s Garden – this place is loaded with lots of beautiful flowers. They also offer pampering services like massages and body scrubs. Shame that I didn’t get to enjoy the place that much. We just sat at the place’s cafeteria (too grandiose for a “cafeteria” eh?) and talked together with Tin and Jorge. And BTW, this is the home of the finest Cheesy Hopias that I have ever tasted!!! http://www.sonyasgraden.com

 image from mikewagan.net

image from: pinoytravelblog.com

Gourmet 1977 – this is the place where we took our Dinner; kinda Tagaytay’s version of Chef Donatello or Sbarro maybe. I love the place’s cozy ambiance; topped with the serenade of their very talented pianist…OMG!! I considered it a very romantic place for pasta-fanatic couples like us!!! FYI... I love their seafood combo pasta!!

Breakfast at Antonio’s – for those of you who are crazy about great sceneries while having breakfast, this is the perfect place for you, ma’ hommies!! Quite a classic yet serene place for a dreamy breakfast. They serve great sausages and crepes too!!

image from: tipidobo.blogspot.com

image from supladoonline.com

Good Shepherd Sisters – this is the last of our destinations. We came here to buy pasalubongs and I think they also bought something for Vivian to bring in Singapore. I bought a small bottle of Strawberry Spread myself, and a 990 gram pack of specialized Ube Jam. BTW, in every purchase that you make, you help a child in order to pursue his education. Quite a catch!!

I hope I didn’t miss something. I really would like to share what I enjoyed and what I saw. The great news is that, there are a lot more other places to visit!! Im looking forward to my next visit here and that I hope I’ll get to give you more hints and tips when you go here in Tagaytay!! Hooray!!

butterflies in the intestine??!!

instead of butterflies in the stomach.. its butterflies in the intestine!!! hahahaha!! i cant help it! it makes me feel like im gonna poop all night!!


well.. i have finished the payment proposal today .. quite a bit early. i am happy somehow but.. whenever i thought of going with Freddie tomorrow.. my stomach aches. last night i was crying... well ayokong nag sesenti kapag ang reason lang is when i feel some one does not like me, or not trully accepting who i am. but im kinda happy though. cause now i realize.. yes maybe i am not sexy. but certainly... i am way too beautiful to be depressed. life is too short to spend it in non-stop crying and sobbing!!! (Huh?)..


i am feeling rather nervous, though. i committed so much mistakes (minor or major? well, doesnt matter cause the LC dont give a sh*t!). i hated it cause this may cause my new team leader Ronald, to brand me as the clumsy queen in the group! heheheh!


anyway..the only thing that excites me is that, i will be able to roam and go outside the busy city of manila. i will be able to go out and smell fresh air!! think about that!! that would be the real catch in this trip. i will be go to the finest place where i can trully enjoy the beautiful sight of peace!!!!! HOORAY!!


siguro, in order for me to appreciate life more and the beauty of what i see, i will take pictures.. di ba nga sabi dun sa nabasa ko.. try to look for something new to like. the thought make sense, doesnt it? i feel that, this is what i should do so that i wont get tired easily... yung the act of "smelling the flowers along the way".. oh di ba? parang as i have mentioned before, life is too short to waste on unnecessary aching and dreading. naiinis ako kasi masyado akong nagpapadala sa mga sasabihin ng ibang tao.. eh gosh... tao lang yan.. though i must admit that i dont actually rely on them too much.. but...the thing is. i cant ignore what they say naman entirely..


i am so dead!!!!

getting drenched in the dryness..

well.. work is rather drastic.. well a bit nice (urgh!) .. but really... really toxic (exponentially).. I'm still trying not be so over dramatic upon everthing.. you see.. i have been rather helpless these days..

after the very tiring teambuilding.. i realized a lot of things..the quality of teachability and stuff.. gosh.. how i miss riz.. i ve been in a lot lately and ive felt for the ...well.. for the n^th time in my life, nobody really cared on what or how well i do something.. sometimes, im thinking, did i really overestimated myself? i dont like such idea.. i felt i have thought myself that i am so not that "ideal".. that i am not the woman that i am dreaming to be someday. di ba nga ang sabi is, "be your excellent self, all the days of your life"? now im thinking.. am i being such a baby in my team? am i the weakest link? or if there's any, am i any diffrent from that person?

i am hoping to be a better person without sacrificing other areas in my life. my point is to be my best self. at all areas. career, self improvement, love, and family. i want nothing but balance in everything. i will not bear to give up any part of it any matter or sacrifice it in one way.
I felt so bad right now. shet.. why am i so being in love with a person who is not proud of me? who cant make me comfortable? who makes me feel ugly? i cant be like this forever!! i cant feel ugly all the time. i cant always be mad at myself for not being the girl that he wants.

damn... i cant seem to smile these days!!! urggh!!!

he's going away...

i never intend to be this melancholic. i guess.. its just that.. he's truly leaving me. he plans to go to Singapore this year, and i can never do anything about it. not that i will want to do anything about it.. but its just so sad.. ngayon pa lang i promise myself to not really continue this fairy tale any more...

how can i try to hide the fear... ayokong umasa... pero i want him to give me a reason to wait for him..

its just so sad..

i hope you wont get tired of loving me...

this is our most touching conversation...

diane wrote:

o sige... i wont be mad na if youre not texting... for you, i will triple my understanding. blessed nga ako kasi ngayon assured na ko na somehow, that what youre doing is for us as well...tanda mo nung nagtampuhan tau tapos sabi mo na you have plans for us familywise, careerwise etc...? as in teary eyed ako nun... kc all this time akala ko, i was not a part of all your plans.. na sabit lang ako sayo.. ako kasi, i ve been really trying hard to be a good woman para mapasaya kita at matulungan in a way that i can... kaya happy ako to know that im a part of your dreams!! its just what i pictured in my fantasy simula bata pa ako... yung prince ko, gumagawa ng way to shape his dreams and share it with me...

promise hon... hindi lang ikaw ang magsisikap para magkaron tayo ng great future... i will work hard as well... as in hard talga... we will be happy... hindi ka na magiisa... maeexperience natin both ang mga amazing things na sinabi mo plus more... hot air balloon date... snow boarding... scuba diving... dinner sa yacht... breakfast sa eiffel...at swimming sa pent house ng burj...

i love you po..


fred wrote:
of course naman para sa pinakamahal ko!!!!! you're so great tlga!!! i love you and sa mga sinabi mo i'm so speechless....nakikiusap ako na sana wag k n magalit o magkaron man ng doubt pag d me nagtetxt kasi hindi ko tlga ugali yun, siguro balang araw mahihiligan ko din yun...kaya diba sinasabihan mo me ng kuripot kasi di naman tlga ko nagloload...pag magmemeet lng tayo, you're so special eh...

im so moved when you said the your really cherish our moments in Nurture...ako din...its the best experience i've ever had especially yung love ko kasama ko dun eh...bastaa i'm looking forward pa sa mga kakaibang experience kaso matinding lucre ang kailangan tulungan naman tyo ni Lord eh...gusto ko outer space...so mahirap yun dba...so sky diving nlng....so mahirap pa rin yun dba...may plan p nga me mag date tayo sa flying baloon eh...pero lam mo ayoko tlga nagsasalita lalo na sayo ng mga surprizes ko for both of us...kasi gusto ko tlga at that moment may awe (as in lock jaw ka at i want you to feel that because of me)...shox!!! (nike?) ano to bat ako nagiging ganito? basta you're so great!

Next time medyo upgrade ang date natin....dba promise ko sayo sa Rockwell...lets push it.

I love you!!!
diane wrote:

wow naman... na touch ako...

alam mo honey ko, at first, i really feel bad when you dont text me or call me.. i feel kasi im not important to you dahil kahit konting time of your day to text or call me, hindi mo magawa. aminado naman me until now, medyo ganon pa rin... pero siguro wala na rin akong magagawa... ganon ka talaga eh... ayaw ko namang diktahan ka. but i understand naman..

i love you kaya siguro wala akong ibang resort kahit nagagalit ako minsan but to love you more... sana love mo din ako... lam mo kung mababasa mo lang yung entry ko sa diary ko nung nasa nurture tayo matutuwa ka... 12 pages yun, sobrang detailed talaga as in!... gusto ko kasing mapreserve yung memories eh...so i took sobrang effort to make it really vivid.

mwah! one day, we'll wake up one morning together with everything that we ever dreamed of... basta magtulungan lang tayo..
fred wrote:

ang sweet mo naman!!!!.....i'm so in love with you din honey....lam mo nung pumunta kami dun sa monestery ng pink sisters, la lang ikaw naiisip ko....tapos nung pauwi na kami bigla ko naisip pano pag nawala ka...tapos bigla nalng nag clog ung nose ko tapos may tears n pala yung eyes ko...bat ganun?

i love you! darating din ang araw, magkasama tayo matulog gabi gabi...gusto ko yun lalo na inaalagaan mo me.

i hope you won't get tired of loving me coz i won't also...ang swerte ko nga kasi binigyan me ni Lord ng lover na sobrang understanding...lam mo yun? ugali na di magtext love pa rin....tikas noh? kung d naman yun ang basihan dba? basta ko alam ko na love kita.....

tapos minsan lng magkita in a month, love pa rin ako...at ang mas lalong gusto ko, yung inaabot yung mga dreams namin, at hindi niya hinahayaan na maghinder yung relationship namin to achieve our right goals and aspirations..

im so blessed tlga!

i love you honey ko!
diane wrote:


Hi Honey...

I just want you to know that i am so, so blessed to have you... and you really made me so happy.

i love resting at night with the man of my dreams, and more so, opening my eyes first thing in the morning with him beside me...

though now, i realized that you have doubts about what we did, considering the events from our first night up to our night at nurture, kahit ganon pa man, kung ito man ang last time na gagawin natin to dahil nga you think its something wrong to do, at least naparamdam ko naman sayo how much i love you... and perhaps i want you to know that i will never regret everything that we did.

i am so in love with you hon. i hope you remembered everything that we shared in all our nights together.. kahit "remember" lang. ok na...

mwah mwah mwah

i will always love you.